I scream in discontent!
I wreath in my own thoughts
I am cleaved in twain!
How is such a tearing thing possible?
How can one be so discontented over such trivial things?
How is it that I am unable to pass by these emotions?
What power have I given these emotions that they may tear me apart the way they do?
Oh great trivial torment will you not leave me be?
Will you not depart from me so that I may function
So that I may be whole again
What is your intent in showing your great power over me?
What sensation do you derive from my anguish?
Why must I suffer through this?
What demon are you that you make me this way
That you warp my thoughts and the very core of what I am?
Oh powerful, dreadful, evil being leave me
Leave me so that I may recover
Recover from this tormenting nightmare that I never could have fathomed
Restore to me the state I once was
The being I know myself to be
Not this hideous creature I do not recognize
I need not your changes
I need not this what I have become
I need not this dark elixir you have given me
I need not any part of you!
7 comments:
Whatever that is that is tormenting you, makes me scared. He sounds scary. :(
(Jesus could beat it in a one on one sparing match though. That I do not doubt.)
this is intense. so much
force towards the anger.
very emotional. i like it.you've written it very well.
i 2nd john davis. as well, btw.
i think screwtape idea is real but God is real aswell
and like davis said Jesus can win if you let it. Jesus is OP
ahem "What power have I given these emotions that they may tear me apart the way they do?"
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